So tired, one week (well, four days) back at work has ruined me. At this point in time...

Oh well, I have some errands to run. I don't need to do them, but I think they'll make me feel better and will definitely make life a little easier over the next two days.

Hang on, let me turn the light on it's getting dark.

That's better. I have a bit of work to do too. I am making it in the world you see. I am going to pay my parents rent. I am going to move out. I am going to look around. I'm glad you can't leave comments on this blog.

Over the patience threshold there is endless calm, you see. It's this side of it you have to grit your teeth. Once you've crossed it you don't have to put up with anything anymore.

Tempting isn't it?

Remember not to drink, so you can easily leave.

However I can drag this out
And slip away unanounced
Speak to her on the phone
Whenever she gets home
I'd have waited for you
If I thought you wanted me to
If I thought that you needed me
I'd pull out completely

etc etc.

In joyful anticipation of an appropriate emotional response.

Better go before the shops close.